• I'm looking at mental health facilities around town. Trying to decide if it's worth it. I want to call the suicide hotline thinger But I dont know if they cost money. I dont want my mom to see that number on the phone bill. I just emailed shane About EVERYTHING. The cutting the boys the durgs my anorexia. Oh, my poor anorexia. I told him you're not here anymore. I'm sorry baby, you still mean the world to me. I can prove it. Getting my teeth pulled was amazing. I still can't eat much. What an excuse not to eat. I wonder what Shane will think. I know what shane will think. The same thing people think when you tell them you have 13 toes--- "what the fuck is their problem? how did it happen? are you lying? can i see?" Nick and I are 100% never going to happen. Bree and I are never going to happen either. I just don't want to break her heart. Nick didn't care about mine. That's why I need to quit my job, I cant see nick. He sings beneath his breath. I cut whenever I hear him. It's going to be his fault if my arm falls off. Hm. Someone lost their dog. It's in my house. It's kind of cute, er, she's kind of cute. Come get your damn dog.

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