there are alot of things in my life that need to be changed.
1- i need to try and fucking graduate
2- i need to get a job, cause i need more money really bad
3- i need to stop smoking, its seriously killing me; i cough like no other, maybe because im sick or getting sick
4- i am quitting on drinking, that just makes too many problems
5- i need cameron back in my life.
i think that is kinda the reason why i am fucking up so much, is because it kills me that i am not with him anymore,
and the shit he told me the last time we were talking on the phone was "i am NOT ready for a realationship because of the state that i am in."
and what do you know happens next , his mood is flirty and he is talking to a whole bunch of hoez on myspace.
and so i told him to call me last night (which was OFF THE CHAIN HXC BAD!)
and i didnt answer the phone.....next time he called my mom answered it and bitched him out.
ooooh damn!
that sucks.
but i seriously am going to give him a piece of my mind.
and i am going home early today, i feeel like shitttttttt!
i want to move out too.
and i just wish my life was a little bit better.
:/
im just a lost puppy...
im slowly killing myself | FTW
- April 16, 2008
- saraXkills
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