108 stars now. Gettin' there, gettin' there. Let's hope I do by the time Mario Kart Wii comes out, eh? 8 days!
Ahhh, I saw my obsessee today. I never intended on bringing this up in here, but fuck it, I am - nobody knows who I am or who the person is, so nyerrr.
Sappy ramble-age ahead. Skip it if you don't want to read that sort of shizzle.
You know the song that perfectly describes me in my obsessions? "For You I Will" by Teddy Geiger.
"I'm going to muster every ounce of confidence I have and cannonball into the water. I'm going to muster every ounce of confidence I have - for you, I will. You always want what you can't have, but I've got to try..."
Even further, the verses and all. But I can't be bothered to quote them. Hah.
To be quite honest, I'm stunned about my obsessee. I'm suprised that I like them as much as I do. We don't have an awful lot in common - interests, music, sense of humour and style. We manage to get along really well, but we're still polar opposites.
Devildriver vs. Hilary Duff.
Fight Club vs. The Notebook.
The Office (USA) vs. Grey's Anatomy.
I'm column one, btw.
And that's not the end of it. Of course, I'm not saying it's not possible to appreciate all those things, but do you see my point?
Anyway, this keeps on getting worse and worse. When it first started going on - around September or so, last year - I treated it as a petty thing that'd pass. Apparently it's not going to pass for awhile if it's still around and worsening. It really sucks. As much as I'd like to actually do something about this, I can't. I can't see it going down too well. There's only three people who know - my best friend, my other best friend and myself. That's all. And now you.
I'm going to ask my other best friend on advice with it because lately this has just been driving me crazy. I'd ask my best friend but she doesn't know the person in question. And by advice, I mean if she reckons I should do something about it or not. I really want to, but again, I don't know what sort of reaction I'd get and I don't think it'd be an awfully great one.
That's enough about it for one entry. If something happens I guess I'll put it in here but don't expect something like that from me anytime soon.
19. You always want what you can't have.
- April 16, 2008
- Seewa
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