• I really can't deal with irrational people like not at all when girls are bitching at me for things i didn't do or for things that don't affect them i'm never sure how to respond my best friend thinks i told everyone why she's grounded i didn't i told one fucking person her asshole bf told everyone else and then blamed it on me but because she's blind to the fact that the hand she hold is the hand that holds her down she believes that fucking dousche over me her best friend her SOBER best friend i think i remember wat happened linds i'm not the one who was drunkenly trying to rape other people god i don't know what to tell her i guess i'll just have to hope she'll come around? ihatethis the thing though is that last year this would have really upset me i mean like REALLY completely fucked up my chi or watever but now i'm like eh it sucks that she's pissed and that she's being a retarded bitch but i'm no0t going to grovel on my knees being sad and desperate for "forgiveness" isn't going to help the situation and in a way, i kind of have to be proud of myself for realizing that i've come a long way i just wish i'd get some credit for it every once in a while, you know? In other news, my bf and i are on decent terms he finally asked me to prom so yay! that should be super fun i'm kind of pumped and he was being really sweet to me at this party we went to so that was kind of refreshing it didn't last of course, but still it reminded me again why i'm still with him i guess and atleast he's being semi-nice now he didn't call or text me or anything yesterday but he did let me hang with him while he did some homework and come over and talk to me and my friends when i escaped from history into open so i'll take what i can get "I don't need boxes wrapped in string, or designer love or empty things"-goo goo dolls. love that line Speaking of empty things, i helped out at a homeless shelter this weekend. Jew thing. But idk, it was nice. we did some arts and crafts with the people. There was a little girl there with her mom who was really cute. I don' t think she spoke english much but we still tried to help her out. I hope she had fun. I wonder if she'll even remember the whole experience when she's older? There were also a few girls like my age who were there. I couldn't help but think about how hard that would be. Like having no money to buy even food, let alone cool designer clothes.Having to go to school and come home to a cold building filled with despair. That would hurt alot. Don't know if i could do it. But i did feel like a good person helping out. It's eye opening. Sometimes i almost forget how lucky i am. ummmm what else? Oh i have another party this weekend! it's at the same kids house as last time. My bf can't go, but it should still be fun. My girlie S is def going. we're on a mission to find her a prom date lol. she's so awesome. i love her

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