-buried beneath all the lies.
stood at a distance to feel who you are
hiding myself in your eyes
hold on
before it's too late
until we leave this behind
don't fall
just be who you are
it's all that we need in our lives
that song is amazing
in many ways
its not corny and crappy like millions of cliched songs
but it still has an actual meaning
i don't know what i need
i'm both angry and excited
but mostly tired.
tomorrow we're having this day at school where we all dress up like retards
its great
i'm going as a bikey
I wish i knew what was going on in his end of the world
but only a tiny bit
i still want to be the good guy
so if something's wrong
i wanna help.
but i thought it would be better if i just let go completely
i thought that was what he would want.
but maybe not entirely.
actually i don't want any of that
i don't want to get involved with him in any way
it wouldn't turn out well.
i know that.
I'm still ok
as i said everything would be
but for the last couple days i've been thinking about it again
....although for like a total of 10 minutes a day
which is A LOT better than 8 hours
approximately
but i dunno
i guess it's that i still care
and i don't want to care
i want to have let go
i want to be that happy caring free person that i see in my imagination
maybe it's not realistic?
i wish i could fake it
but whats the use in a lie?
even if its beautiful
a beautiful lie.
I wandered through fiction to look for the truth
- April 09, 2008
- organised-chaos.
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