i dont fucking know. and if i did, i wud have left. a long time ago. I used to call u mommy I used to come to you with all the scrapes and bruises Both the physical and emotional But those days are long gone They left us a long time ago And oh, what I would give to go back to those days Everything was so much simpler I never questioned your love for me But now I do I’m not sure about you at all anymore I can’t even call you mom I can’t even look at you without being completely disgusted by the thought that we’re related And I know you don’t know any of this And I know that if you did Nothing would change The scars you left on my heart Will stay there forever And I will never be able to look at you with those loving eyes of a daughter to her mom again And I will never be proud to say ‘this is my mom’ You will never be my mom to me again