• These tears feel so so heavy they're erasing me every strength every weakness erroding piece by piece until there's nothing left I know i'm disappearing i want to stop it so bad but this fighting it's taking everything that i have there's nothing left for me anymore i'm nobody's angel everyone treats me like shit my mom expects too much my sister thinks she's better my dad thinks he's in control my boyfriend uses me my best friend doesn't give a fuck and everyone else who doesn't even matter clearly have formed their own opinions I'm so sick of this shit i feel like running away but i've got absolutely nowhere in the world to run to that's the saddest part of all I don't want to be here but i can't think of anyplace else i'd rather be except for heaven maybe i bet she's there waiting for me Only problem is there's no turning back from that i'm not stupid i don't want to kill myself i don't think "revenge" like that would make me happy Plus when I'm older I actually do picture myself having a life with two little girls with crazy names in a random middle of nowhere southern neighborhood where it's summer all the time and you can leave without locking the doors but that's a long way off and it's only a possibility i'm so afraid

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