• i didnt go to school today, that was nice ehh im sad. things were going so well. but then i had to leave for 2 weeks and now im right back where i was a month or so ago. and im not so sure if i can make things better. not to mention i only have about a month and a half left of school. during summer.... things might change. then next year we'll all be in high school and theres a good chance that i wont be in any of my friends classes. taylor probably has moved on already. and if he hasnt he probably willl. and ill move on too. but i dont want to. i dont want to forget about him and find someone else. so before i left, taylor came over and we went to the park. it was great. he kissed me and we hugged. i needed that. but now i need to know, is it as real to him as it is to me? and ive been texting him. its not the same. oh and while i was gone, my wonderful mother decided to go through my whole entire room. she found my lighters, razorblades, everything. but she only gave me shit about some things i had written in a note to my friend. yeah, it was stuff about taylor, about how hes not a virgin, he used to smoke pot, and how hes bi. so i dont know if ill ever be able to hang out with him without my mom breathing down my neck. there probably wont be any more outings to the park. god. i shouldnt have ever left. hopefully things will change.

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