• -Twenty six days since my last entry. -And booooy, it feels like a shitload has happened. -I know I talked a little about Jenny, and I think that's basically over. I have a new interest. And I thinking, for the sake of privacy i shoudln't use real names anymore. If you know who I'm tlaking about, then you know who you are. I doubht anyone I have the slightest connection with will ever see this, but just in case. -So, lets call this new interest Pam. Pam has told me she and her boyfriend have been having troubles. Her boyfriend of ten months, that is. She told me she doesn't know how much longer she can date him. I've always kind of had a slight attraction to Pam, shes funny, cute, easy to get along with, lots of things. But I don't know, lately my "slight attraction" has grown into a pretty big attraction. I've been thinking about her alot. Probably too much actually, she is dating someone else after all. We've hung out a few times the past week, and it's been really fun. We went to explore this abandoned house next to mine (if you know me at all you probably will figure out everything about now). We were there with another friend, and we had this big plan to run away from him inside the house. We did, and while hiding and walking around she often grabbed onto me. I bet it was probably just because she was scared, but who knows. So I reached back and grabbed her hand, and after a bit she kind of maneuvered our little hand holding into like, a laced fingers hold. You know what I mean? I probably wouldn't have thought much of it, but once she did that i couldn't help but think. Yeah, its just holding hands. Silly right? I don't know. I can't help but think that maybe on some level she likes me. Why else would she tell me about her problems with her boyfriend, lets call him Roy (office themed if you haven't noticed). I don't know what to dooooooooooooo. -Ahaha, I bet i'm just overreacting so much. Who knows if she even likes me. Maybe she just trusts me and had no one else to tell. Maybe i overanalyze too much. -Shoot me.

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