• tonight i cried for you my words on a page became bured by the wetness and i dreamed it was you caressing my cheeks remember when you said you loved me? and i used to believe you? the way i'd wake up feeling trhough all those walls and miles just how much you missed me it's only been months but it feels like years hundreds and thousands of them that girl? she doesn't even seem like me But it's not me that changed just the way you percieve me What do you see when you look at me now? am i still beautiful? right now i want to call you more than anything in the world i want to cry and cry and for you to just promise everything's alright if if you can't but i've never cried in front of you i'm scared you'll think i'm weak i'm scared you'll push me away mostly, i think, i'm scared you'll disappear the way you retreat away inside yourself you know my life story all those yers of hurt i kept secret you somehow made it okay but when i turn it around i realize i have only pieces of you little tidbits i'd say were probably unintentional except for the fact that you are you so i know they were meant to be gifts but really, it's not enough this is getting ridiculous i can take so much more then you give me credit for you'lll never get to read this poem but it's nice for me to have it's a document it's tangible i'm creating a new reality because tomorrow we will talk i won't get upset i'm not going to cry but someow i'm going to make you see i'm even better than everything you ever wanted so then you can stop treating me like shit and realiz how I'm the best thing that ever happened to YOU and not just the other way around

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