I remember my birthday last year.
it was unbelievably crap
and i don't even know why.
My friends and family and I had all been going through a lot, and still were.
I was stressed out.
I just wanted something special.
So that i knew they really cared.
But people always treat you exactly the same.
[i know how it feels]
birthdays suck.
luckily i have a while to wait
I'm so tired.
Like really tired.
I always say i'm tired
but i'm never really tired
I'm still not.
But worse than usual...
You all walked away
without saying goodbye
i didn't even notice until i came out of hiding
It was really just a test
to see who would stay
but in the end
but in the end you all just walked away
Is this what i wanted?
only people who held true?
I didn't want those people
to not include you
someone
anyone
would have been a step up from where i've fallen to
but there hasn't been anyone for so long
it would be hard to get used to
I put myself in this place
with false expectations
and deep rooted lies
sometimes its ok
but sometimes its not
i need someone there
whenever i need them
but people don't work like that do they?
March 31, 2008
- March 31, 2008
- organised-chaos.
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