• hey kids. my day went okay. nothing spectacular happened. I have been trying to get in touch with Leigh, but she went to spend the night with her friend, which is cool. I just really miss her. music-wise, today, I haven't listened to anything really except for the music on gta: vice city, which rocks. I am going to listen to a couple of songs while writing this, in fact. hold. 6 songs to go until I end this little jucture in my life. guess to whom I am listening. eh, good job, it is the ataris. I hurt a bit more than I did last night because of the battle scars I recieved with jordan after hiding from the cops. I think I told you about that. pretty sure. I really miss my Leigh, and I cannot wait to take my trip to see her. how in the fuck am I going to acquire the money for it though? some illegal stuff, probably not, but you know, it is worth the thought. I guess I could try to get a job somewhere, but the thing is, is that I know no one will hire for two months. I'm trying to borrow some money from my mother, but that isn't going too well. I figure I need about 500 dollars. 100 for gas, 300 for hotel, and 100 for food. it is going to be for a week and a half, you know. I don't know what is going to happen, but with or without the money, I am going to go. ha, depending on how far I make it, depends on how long until I see her. it makes me sad. well the jeep isn't complete yet, because someone happened to be "too busy" which is always his excuse. we are waiting for his ass to order the parts for the jeep, and it isn't happening. it's been two months since I have driven it, and I am seriously having withdrawals. I don't know what is going to happen in the near future, and seeing how the art institute sends me shit in the mail instead of an acceptance/denial letter. it really pisses me off. they actually sent me a customer survey. wtf? everything is good, but their sending me loads of ass. I'm ready to be told yes or no. either one. if I don't get accepted, I'm taking what money I can get, and I'm moving to north carolina to be with Leigh. I want to talk to her, just once tonight. :| my sheets haven't finished washing either, so I have to sleep on the couch again tonight. haha. wtf. 1.5 songs to go. oops, 1. ha. I really miss her. I miss her more than anything, and I think I am going to cry, seriously. nothing better to do than go to sleep. I think tonight it will be to incubus. sound good? if not, too bad. my eyes are watering, and it is because I freaking miss her. the fucking mail man didn't come today ( friday ), even though it is saturday, and therefore I didn't receive Leigh's letter. I hate him. 7-11 didn't have cookies and cream ice cream today, either. how bizarre is that? I have been craving that mess forever, and no, they don't have it. I got to see "my friend" today, because he was working the day shift. he is a good guy. I am really really tired of not being with her. well, have a good one kids. an email to her, and then I'm in dreamland. 'morning. I don't understand why everyone judges music. it is expression and nothing more. so listen to the lyrics for what they are, and drop all the shit.

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