• it just sux being me right now.....honestly it does i finally came to the realization that i WAS raped....and now its too late to do anything about it =[ i went 2 whole weeks without cutting......and now i am mutilated again i really hate myself....i always thought that rape was when some scary looking guy jumped out at you in a dark alley and screwed you......but its not always like that.....in my case it was a hot 21 yr old who said all the right things at the right time.... he pretended to love me....pretended that we were soulmates.....told me he wanted to marry me once i was 18...he said he would wait those two years....he was so sweet that when we slept together i thought everything was okay since this was the guy i was going to marry someday...but when my parents found out......and there was a big deal over it made.....once i was hospitalized for trying to die for him......he split.....wwent down state....got into a college....got another gf....his age.......if he ever really loved me then he wouldnt have moved on so quickly... im hurting like crazy now life sux when your me

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