• I caught up with an old friend. He's known how shae is, but not how he is abusive. A bit like Bran. He pinpointed the abuse immediately when we started talking about Shae. I hadn't said a word. I finally convinced him I was lying, and that Shae wasn't abusive. We're still talking, and he's blaming himself for my unhappiness. 'The night you guys hit it off I remember I was holding you like a princess and then put you dont and you ran over to shae if i would of held you longer this would not be the snario" ^that's what he said. He wants to meet up this weekend, but it will have to be while shae's at work. My mother will have to be in on it, so she'll give me some money and let me go where ever it is we go. I do hope I get to see him, my dear old friend. At the same time, I'm so scared something might go wrong. Shae will find out. I'll not only be putting myself in danger, but someone I hold so very dear to me. I'm shaking, from crying, from nerves, from fear, from a number of things. Was finding my old friend a good thing? He's made so many questions arise in me. I knew he would, but I didn't know I'd feel like this. That's all for now, I'll update at a later date.

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