• Pardon me if i'm tired of sorrys. I'm tired of you coming back with the same excuses. i hate you. why would you say those things? why would you pretend? why would you hurt me? and the best question, why don't you care? i'm tired of reading your words. i'm tired of knowing you're around. i'm more relaxed when you're away. i hate knowing that when i'm driving and i wind my window down, you are breathing somwhere near me. i can't stand knowing that when i need to be alone, you're still inside my head. i was ready. but you never said you were wrong. that you made a mistake. i'm angry. about everything. all the time. i cannot imagine being you for a day. i would die. i would just sleep all the time. don't even waste your energy on me. don't think of me anymore. don't say anything to me again. don't call me again. don't message me again. just forget me, it's simple. learn from yourself, i'm not anything anyway. if i was, you would certainly try harder. you would want to. you would want to be around me. you would tell me you would want to see me right away. not next year, next decade, next whenever you are sober. i hope you get sick. i hope you get drunk. over and over again. i hope you pass out and people step all over you. Because it's what you deserve. i hope you fall from the highest rooftop. i can't think of anything good to wish for you. you suck. i lied. i couldn't imagine anything worse than liars. but i lied. all the time. everything that i told you. i couldn't follow through with anyway. no, that's a lie, too. i'm a honest, good person. i'm amazing. i'm compassionate and all i ever do is go out of my way for other people. everyone else but myself. asshole. i thought about you so much. i wasted my time overanalyzing you. i wasted all my writing and all my ink on you. wasteful me. stupid me. you are greedy. you want everything. and you don't even work for it. you just want it handed to you. what do you expect? liar. cheater. greedy. i cannot STAND YOU. if you would tell me the truth once and a while, maybe then i wouldn't, well yes. i would hate you. for everything that you are. you are everything i DO NOT WANT IN AN PERSON. everything that you are, i'm done with. i will not waste another daydream on you. ever again. promise myself. never again. boy who leads me on is finished. fuck.

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