I love addy… I get so energized and focused, its invigorating!! I feel excited, as if something is going to happen, and I get optimistic about something happening and look forward to doing a task or meeting a challenge. And I love buzzing in my head… its such nicer reality sometimes to get away from real reality! I feel like I can go on forever with all the energy that I have built up inside me, almost invincible. i dont need to eat, i dont need to drink... i'm just awesome, life is awesome. Wow that sounds scary, looking back at what I just wrote… like a speed addict haha… BIG SURPRISE THERE!! my hands are shaking a little, i can't swallow fast enough (cos i forget i have to), and i get so wonderfully fidgety and pumped to do things... and i look at myself and smile i just want to do things, i want to clean my room, write stories, do homework, forever and ever... i get this insatiable curiosity as well as a desire to do what i do to the best of my ability... what ever happened to feeling this way naturally, like when i was a kid and got high on wanting to do well in school... haha now i'm typing overboard cos i just want to describe this feeling so perfectly. but back to the midterm!! above and beyond!!