• Freedom is so boring. I think that's why i create things to occupy my mind. Things to worry about. I know perfectly well that's all they are. But i'm still addicted to them. Why can't i enjoy having nothing to worry about? I just get bored and unmotivated and apathetic. I guess i need something to aim for. But i always screw it up. It always becomes unhealthy. I guess admitting there's a problem is the first step to fixing it right? For lack of poetic inspiration... Thing is i've known for ages how my mind works and why i end up in these situations. But i still can't figure out exactly what's wrong, and how to fix it. I'm tired again. When am i not? I should try and get to bed before 3 tonight... Anyway i've impressed myself with how easily i moved on :D i think i was just waiting for an opportunity or this particular event... I realised how much was riding on you. So many habits i created were only because of you And even though there is no point to them anymore, i'm having to work to get myself to stop. I need to spend more time thinking. More time sleeping. Less time getting music...

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