• For the first time in a long time I thought about ending everything. I didn't look at the idea with guilt, sympathy, or slight happiness like I use to. I just felt nothing. Part of my mind said, 'hey, that'll be a righteous adventure.' So then I thought of all the reasons to stay. 8 people, 2 cats, some random things I enjoy. Why should I even stay here. Humans are the worst race in the animal kingdom. We are awful. The vast majority of us are morons who can't think for ourselves. For every intelligent/charming/caring individual there 10 others waiting to go around fucking things up, then blaming it on other humans. The other intelligent ones are arrogant/or/immature assholes. There's about three people that really understand me. That I don't dumb myself down for. I've never met two of them. Humans are selfish greedy bastards. Hinduism says if you are bad in your first like then you come back as an animal. Well yippee make me a fucking turtle for all I care. I just don;t want to be human. After that you become a plant; not as fun, but still fun. I might be a venus fly trap. Then an object; okay that sucks, but I don't see how you could fuck up being a plant. I'm getting off subject. Society just sucks, we are a shitty group of people. We need a cause, a world war, a major collapse in the economy, a global environmental emergency. Something! The people who are smart and genuinely good people get rejected by the vast majority of idiots, so that talking to them becomes an awkward mess. Then they grow up and are pretty awesome, most likely wealthy, but we won't know them then. And you know what they'll do? They'll marry some dumb broad who was the same bitch shunning some smart kid for his iq. What has happened to us? I'm sorry..I'm just ranting. I can't help it anymore, I'm sick of this place. I'm sick of these people, I'm sick of all of it. Quote of the Day: ~"In a real dark night of the soul it is always three o'clock in the morning, day after day."~ -F Scott Fitzgerald (don't worry kiddys I'm not going anywhere. These are just thoughts, not plans.)

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