• i shot it in the chest then in the head our paying guest is leaving. she's been here since september 2nd. she is leaving march 13th, as in thursday. i'm going to be missing the first Crush Luther performance to see her off, but i'm not that into that band anyways, and i'll be able to catch the second performance either way. The Capital Poetry Collective will also be there, they're pretty much a group of poets. let me join, haha. i don't want her to leave. she actually wanted to stay but my dad hates her. he is a racist and that really bothers me. i'm huge on martin luther king jr, GANDHI, nelson mandela, rosa parks, etc, etc. i don't want to be left alone with just my mom and dad. all the goddamn memories, i can't remember a thing now because of how hard i'm trying to forget. names, places and dates escape me but the stories WONTLEAVE. three people in a house with four bathrooms. what the fuck. she's scatterbrained, overtalkative, pretty much crazy. that all gets cancelled out by out unbelievable decent she is. she'd do anything for anybody. what's really amazing is how she's over 40 and going to University to become a teacher. kudos to Nel. hanna's gone too, to scotland. helena left and i don't think she's ever going to come back. mary is gone to utah, but i'm a little sad at her. she doesn't care much though, so it's okay. wherami? iamhere. wish(ing) well. i stole his style, but he stole my attention. i still smell rain when i hear the song i'm supposed to hate. mostly, it's just one connection after another. i don't burn a bridge till i've crossed over to another; common sense isn't always this common. maybe i should just learn to be happy for myself. being human nevermind. i really want a tattoo. i have a great one in mind, but i'm not going to talk about it. i'll try to become friends with a tattoo artist so i can get one as soon as possible. i can't wait to embed a future regret in my skin! anyone want to be my friend on livejournal? yeah, me neither.

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