• So busy burning discs i've been borrowing from work I don't eat at midnight anymore. I feel good. Except for a few things; Bree emailed me this morning. She's not suppose to be out of rehab for a few more weeks. Caught me off gaurd and i don't know if I should still give her the email. I added more to it. Not only does it tell her that I think she's the most amazing person ever, I tell her about my cutting, my eating habits, my lonliness. I spill everything to her. I have it saved in my emails, I'm not sure to send it or not. I'm not sure if she's coming back to this town or not. I just don't know anything. i had way too much to eat today. Someone shoot me. I'm out of caramel filled chocolate easter eggs already. I have nothing to eat when I wake up! I need to go buy more. And then after easter, they'll be so cheap. Yes. I ordered 3 Campfire Girls CDs off amazon. Only $9 for them all combined. I miss Christian. Damn him. I hope he comes to Cursive with me, it would mean the fucking world. I think I'm going to make him let me live in LA with him when I go there this summer. How am I suppose to find a place to stay in a new when I don't even have a job yet and know where nothing is? I'm sure I can guilt trip him into it. "yeah well, you left at 2am and never came back" Oh boy. I wonder if I should see a therapist about getting happy pills.

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