• Well... Today's a Sunday and that pretty much guarantees it to be a horrible day. I'm pretty bored and I haven't done anything all this weekend. I feel like listening to really mellow stuff, with nice electro beats. I don't know why, honestly. My moods change everything I listen to. So that's why I have a bunch of songs that I don't really listen to on my itunes. I want to tell you all to go check out this new clothing website, it's called CARNAGE CLOTHING and we're still working on stuff. I'm mainly just helping out so it's not really my whole thing, but check it out anyways! Official website: www.carnageclothing.bigcartel.com myspace URL: www.myspace.com/carnageclothing Much help promoting it would be appreciated :]! CARNAGE IS GOING TO BE WAY BETTER THAN BABYCAKES. Which still hasn't sent me shirt, btw. But they emailed me back saying this: Hey, I'm really sorry that your order hasn't arrived. It is completely our fault. We have a backlog of some orders from November and December. These orders are now being processed and will be sent out asap. I'm very sorry for your inconvenience and i hope you will be willing to wait just a few more days for your order. Thank you for your patience. Henry xxx Uhm that was sent to me on February 25th, and it's not March 2nd. :\ I really can't wait anymore. I don't appreciate having to wait this long for two shirts. It's ridiculous. Currently listening to: The Phrase That Pays - The Academy Is Who I must add, is going to be on Warped Tour. :] Wow, I can't wait. That reminds me... 111 days left until warped tour date #1 166 days left until warped tour date #2. I can't wait until the summer, and yet I'm scared. I don't want to go to that new school. :\ I don't want to leave my friends, but I want to go to warped. There's so many crazy things going on in my life. I hate having to deal with it. Don't you remember when you were younger, all you wanted to do was grow up? And yet now all I want to do is grow down. I wish I was 7 again. I was so pure then. I had no idea what was going in the world, and I had a good time everyday. Now I worry about EVERYTHING. I've grown up to be some paranoid freak and I hate myself for that. I just want everything to work out perfectly. I'll get my way and I'll be happy for the rest of my life! :[ Sometimes I wish I had control over everything

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