• [51]Could you save my life? I don't ask for much. How do I put it.. you might say I don't expect anyone to prove anything to me. I don't let people go out of their way to do something nice for me if I have a say in it. As a rule I refuse to ask for help to remedy a situation I'm at fault for or capable of fixing (schoolwork, for example; I take what I deserve). It's paradoxical. But I think I'm being selfish. It's not really fair to deny someone's kindness. Well. Not just "someone's". Friends'. It's because I don't feel I deserve it. Artists usually have very low self-esteem. With college approaching, I'm starting to realize how low mine really is. It's pretty lame. I also decided something the other day. Journals are a unique style/genre of writing. The closest thing to it is poetry, except it's usually less artistic (while being intimate), and more.. real. For the record though, nothing can top poetry in my book. (;

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