• I hate the days like these. Why can't they just let me be? I held it all in today, every last drop of it. It wasn't even Shae. Everyone gets to me, one kid in particular just pushed it. I can't stand him at times, he's the friend we all hate. I just wanted left alone today. One day, is that so much to ask for? Just one measly day.. I held it all in while I was at a strangers house being tutored in algebra because I'm failing.. I'm so much better than that. I held in it when I was trying to listen to iron&wine, trying to just calm down in art, and the moron of the class bugged the hell out of me. I held in a lot of things today...sometimes I wish I could just open up to someone fully, without regret or feeling as though I can't trust them. Just one person. Then I was at Shae's watching television curled up on the couch. Glancing at the clock mentally ticking down the time until I get to come home. I promised Him a long time ago that I would be happy on my own, that I would hold my head high someday. I promised Him, and here I sit with tears in my eyes wishing this could all just go away. Like I have many a days. If I could keep just one promise, I would keep that one. Even if he left, I would keep that promise.. I waited until everyone was signed out to allow tears. As if they could see me. I just wanted to be alone.

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