• i hate texas. because even though the wind is blowing cold and hard the sun manages to be a sneaky little bastard making everything fucking hot again. :/ 12 weeks til summer :] its crazy im extatic i didnt do anything today however i did sit in my dark room contemplating my weekend. picking it apart minute by minute trying to find a miniscule error. something to bring up my anxiety. well i found several things i did wrong several things i want to fix several things that made me want to jump out of my skin and run away. instead i just slept. i hate that i do this. i hate that i dont look forward with my life and choose to waste an entire day panicing over my previous days. im insecure okay? thats it. im too concerned with everyone else i should just stop. but its easier typed then done. fuck this. fuck life. fuck everything thats hurt me and made me this fucked up.

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