015. This makes no sense

  • Uhm well...I'm not looking forward to tomorrow. School. It's going to be weird going back to school after not going for about a week. No I didn't skip, I had a break, winter break. Ah school is such a burden. I've been a vegetarian for about 10 months now, but lately everywhere I go I've been hearing about fried chicken, which makes it really tempting because my favorite food used to be fried chicken. What is this? Is someone trying to test me. Well I'll prove them wrong, I HAVE to last one year before I start eating meat again. I don't really want to eat it again but I miss the taste :[. I don't agree with the business, not that they're killing animals. But HOW they're doing it. So basically I'm thinking about organic chicken, and organic chicken ONLY? But I don't know, I really want to see how long I can last with giving in :] I read a lot of Journals everyday, and I ask myself "Why is my life so boring compared to some others?" Seriously...my life is nothing compared to theirs! I do nothing all day, and nothing is thrown my way, when they have such random events thrown at them. I'm a boring person now.....I guess? So yeah, I didn't finish any homework over the break, and I don't even know what I need to do, honestly :D I hope nothing is due on monday. Well what I'm really worried about is this project in English, we have a group of 7 people and we're making up our own city of 500 square miles. It somehow has something to do with society. And we have a lot of requirements like environment, social security, government, and etc. I'm doing environment. And I don't really have a clue of how I'm gonna write it up? hahaha. This is pretty gay. Okay so.....I have another show to add to my list of shows, but I'm too lazy to go back and edit it so I'll just add it here since I'm typing this up atm. MARCH 7TH @ THE PBSJ Catherine This Son Of Yours And stuff :] There's a bunch of bands playing, and its a benefit show? But yeah, I liked old Catherine, but This Son Of Yours is a pretty good local band! And yeah, I'm just gonna go and enjoy hanging out with friends. Basically it's one time I can get my mind off of school :\ People keep telling me about their problems, and it's getting fucking annoying. CAUSE GUESS WHAT I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOUR LIFE All I'm trying to do is play my game of life, so pleaseeee stop telling me about your problems. I tell them "I DONT CARE" every time, but they all say "YOU'RE A BITCH, you're listening anyways" DAMN! I hate my 'friends' Soooo I want my lip pierced. ROFL I sound like a fucking poseur, maybe so. But I'm not one. I just want a fucking hole in my lip. But my moms not really budging. I've asked her like 2930829 times already and I got a "NO GO ASK YOU DAD" My dad actually said "maybe" But then he asked his friends for their opinion, and well..that maybe changed to a "NO THATS RIDICULOUS" WTF? It's a hole that closes eventually. Shut up and let me get it done. They said I can do it at 16. But I can't fucking wait. hahaha Whatever. I'm gonna get it done somehow. Oh and I'm planning to stretch my ears to at least a 00g :] I'm at 6g right now, but I need to stretch to a 4g right now. It's healed. Since it's been like more than month since I've last stretched my ear. I think i want to go to like 1/2 or 5/8 but I don't know if I can take the pain! Well lets see....I'm just going to do my roots homework later, and nothing else. Unless I remember that I have something due tomorrow. I can't wait till spring break. Which starts on March 24th! :] I probably can't go see TDWP (my husbands band) ;] but It's okay I guess....I'll just keep telling myself a lot worse can happen. I'm still hoping on warped tour though I really pray to god nothing goes wrong :[ Yeah I still kept my ticket band thing from the Arsonists show. I won't throw it away :D I'm gonna survive the rest of the school year with memories from that show rofl!!! it's not that much but I'll try to survive off of it. LATE!
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