Cause And Effect
the best often die by their own hand
just to get away,
and those left behind
can never quite understand
why anybody
would ever want to
get away
from
them
Joel annoys me so deeply. I never say anything to him about it. It's not worth it. If I go to delete him from MSN I feel so endlessly bad about it.
I'm too empathetic all I can think is 'what if that happened to me, I would feel really rejected and bad.'
So, I don't delete him. I'm nice to him, if he talks to me I talk back.
It's funny though he has no idea how much I dislike him. He thinks I like him so much, and he acts so arrogant about it.
He tries to make me jealous by his girlie friend. I can't help but laugh though, she's such an ogre. He goes on and on about how pretty she is and such.
I just sit back and laugh. If only he knew what a fool he makes of himself.
He thinks of me as naive and stupid. He thinks I have no experience in life at all. When in reality I have lived so much more than he has.
Perhaps it is wrong that I let him make a fool of himself day after day. I don't care though, he has become my own personal jester.
He just doesn't know it.
Quote of the Day:
~“Boring damned people. All over the earth. Propagating more boring damned people. What a horror show. The earth swarmed with them.”~
-Charles Bukowski
(yes, I'm getting into Bukowski again. The poem was by him, by the way.)
Four.
- February 23, 2008
- Quit_Lollygagging
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