He stopped 5 blocks away from his house and gave up. He walked home and let himself go.
I can't stand you, I thought to myself.
I hate being this age and I hate the fact that I will never be content with being alone.
I walked past the TV and the bookshelf and the neighborhood lights and knew somewhere there was something out there.
Something more than this.
This moment is all I have.
We lit a fire that lasts forever in a house that no one owns.
(It's not your fault)
We lit a fire that lasts forever in a city that no one owns.
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Left alone in fields burned golden.
And houses rusted to the dirt
Sunsets moving in and out of our lives
And I think that we miss them too often.
We tear ourselves apart each day
And every morning it is hard to find reasons to move.
But I do it anyway aware each time of my choices, hopes, and fucking dreams.
And so many times I am left with nothing at all,
Fighting everything just to let myself sleep.
I dream about so many things and I am so sure that I am free.
For now, all I have is this choice.
With so many living dead or dying slowly, I struggle to even stand.
A lifetime together.
A lifetime to watch the world end.
Not a moment's without our faults, despairs, and passions.
/theend.
(Fit poorly and arrange the sight..)
- February 22, 2008
- kquedequalsvolvo
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