• I met this guy named Aaron when i had just moved across the country. My sister and brother were really hoping they would meet new friends. I was still really depressed about moving. Then about a week after we had moved my little brother came and summoned me outside saying he had met a lot of boys that lived in the new neighborhood. So reluctantly i walked outside to meet his new friends. And that was when I first met Aaron. It's a good thing I'm not a person who relies on first imprections. He was covered in greese and cursing at his go-cart he was working on. I was pretty disgusted at first but then i got a different feeling. It was the gut feeling that he was the one to meet because he'd make a good friend. Everyday after that was spent two houses up the street with him. Swimming in his pool, jumping on his trampoline, hanging out in his room, and all that good stuff. The plan was that we (my brother, my sister, and I) would be at his house between 10-11:00 am and we'd be back and forth from his house to our house all day. After my parents made us come home then he'd call me. It's safe to say he was obsessed. We were really becoming good friends. I felt like i could trust him. Then one night, about six months later, while we were talking on the phone he told me that he loved me and wanted to be more than just friends. I was scared and I didn't want this to happen because he was too good of a friend for me to lose him. So I told him that. He was able to understand. But still, he spent the next year chasing me and begging for a chance promising nothing would happen to our friendship. Annoyed, tired and persuaded I finally agreed. Which just like I knew was a horrible idea. We started fighting a lot and i didn't even know why. So I ended our relationship. Despite all his promises, our friendship died. He was obviously very hurt. For the next six months we didn't talk or so much as look at eachother really. It hurt me too and i just tried to forget. My parents then told us that they were looking for houses because the house we lived in was too small and they wanted a bigger house in a better place. I was crushed and confused. Aaron was the first thing that came to mind. I knew that I had to do something, atleast say goodbye and tell him what a great friend he had been, and what he meant to me. I talked to my sister and she agreed. The very next day I was sitting at the curb outside my house waiting for him to get off the bus. When I saw the bus come around the corner and I stood up and pretended I was getting the mail. Once he got off the bus and started walking down the street towards me I asked him if I could email him. He looked shocked and explained that he didnt have the internet anymore but that I could call him any time I'd like. From there we gained a new friendship and it had begun to blossom. At night he would sneak out and come to my window where we'd trade letters that we had written to eachother. In the first one he ever wrote he asked me to be his girlfriend again. I knew that being in a relationship with him was what I wanted more than anything. And what I knew I could never safely have. I spent the rest of night thinking of what my answer to him would be.

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