i hate how your life can virtually be torn to shreds in a matter of minutes.
then that crushing feeling in the pit of your stomach that quickly follows.
ughh.
i cant decide what to do.
or what to believe.
to confront him or not to confront him...
the sad thing is, is that he says he misses me.
fuck him.
this is what you can call building yourself up for heartbreak. falling in love with someone and keeping quiet about it for months, taking risks to show you care. hoping its all worth it in the end.
but it all goes to hell.
then you have to decide, is it worth it to try and pick up the peices? to risk even more?
or is it better to just withdraw. forget. to never feel what you thought you needed to feel to live.
i dont know.
i feel like if i dont do something, he'll leave me. but i still cant decide if thats the right thing or not.
and what really pisses me off is that every one of my friends tells me what i dont want to hear.
"just forget about it."
"just stop talking to him."
"just stop worrying about it."
then of course the,
"oh, that really sucks for you."
"you always end up having relationship problems."
"that must suck to have everything not work out."
makeitallgoaway
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