• so that guy i was talking about last night... at about 12 am, i got bored and texted him. he texted back. FINALLY!!!!!! well we got to talking and the subject came up about "us". i already knew that we weren't gonna start dating any time soon, so whatever, but he said he didn't like-like me anymore :( WTF!!!?? you like me for a week and a half and then you stop!? i was so pissed off at him. but instead of actually showing some emotion, i just said "ok. cool. at least you told me." then he just said "yea". what kind of a response is that!? so i sat there staring at my wall for about 10 minutes before texting him back. when i did text him i said "so are we at least friends even tho you hate me?" he said "yea we're still friends and i don't hate you". WHATEVER!!! i want to know how someone can go from really liking someone, to only liking them as a friend in less than a week! someone please explain that fucked up soncept to me. i don't understand!! so, today is his birthday. yeah, happy birthday asshole. and like 7 days ago he said he wouldn't intentionally hurt me. WHATEVER..... so at 1 am, when i told him i was goin to bed, i texted my friend. (the only friend that knows how much i like him). i explained the whole thing even tho i knew she wouldn't text me back until later. (she was asleep). sure enough, at 6:59 she texted me and she was freaking out. going off and putting exclamation points after every word. that made me laugh. she knew it would. lol. im not even joking. i'm so pissed off. how the hell could he do that to me??? that's why i have trust issues, people. duh! and now we decided to be just friends and that's gonna kill me. he moved (one town over) on thursday and i'm not even gonna get to see him. he says i will, but i doubt it. i trusted that asshole with things my best friends don't even know. he told me the reasons why he didn't want to be in a relationship with anyone (girls not guys) for right now, and i respected that. WHATEVER. i can't even type this without crying. i really like him. i thought he cared about me. guess not. i feel like such a fucking idiot. i can't believe i trusted him. i should've listened to my friends when they told me not to like him. but i didn't. because i really liked him and he was a bad-boy. (that's my biggest weakness when it comes to liking a guy). it's just really unfair. he's gonna find a girl and after 2 seconds of knowing her, they're gonna be boyfriend and girlfriend. and when that happens and when he tells me, i think i'm gonna jump off a building. I FEEL LIKE THE BIGGEST IDIOT IN THE WORLD!! and when i go back to school tomorrow, my friends that have no idea what happened (only one of them knows) are gonna start being stupid bitches. sure, i'll tell them, but i won't tell them that i cried over him, or that i feel so stupid, or anything that i posted on here. i feel like shit now, so i'm gonna get the fuck off this stupid computer and go to sleep. hopefully i'll feel better when i wake up. i doubt it, but it's a possibility. WHATEVER Song:"Almost Lover"by A Fine Frenzy

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