• Always wanted to have my own little blog. Never wanted it to be on some big site; now I find this small site. I visit it so often, love song meanings. So many fascinating journals too. Now I can start my own. So this will be my thought recorder, where I am completely unrestrained from posting my latest psychological analyses. Not of people of course, that would be too unusual, although it occured in the past quite frequently. Now it will be an analysis of my mind, continual discovery. Maybe I can find some way to use silence to see it more clearly, because otherwise I can not defeat the mechanisms that run on autopilot in my mind...I need to feel silence, not stop thought. There are SO many lessons! Spiritual masters seem so enlightened, but following them is impossible. I must be "a light to myself". So here I am, attempting...some realizations made, some not. Situation with the outside world virtually non-existant, replaced with isolation, but I no longer feel sad, just emotionless and tired. I don't want to be so neutral, so tired...but sensitivity does this to protect. Well, in any case, lets see what I can discover

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