So today was valentines day =]. it was the first time i have ever had a bf on it, so tht was rly good today is a rly good day which i needed, everything had been going down hill. first i wasnt able to hug *B* b/c of some self confidence reasons and some other rly personal things. but i did. i hugged him. 2 times actually, and it felt rly good. i didnt know being in some ones arms could feel so good, and right. but, it did, and now that i hugged him, i dont want to be out of his arms (sketchy =D). but its true. idk if guys feel the same way, but i know girls do. my guy friend NBP said he didnt rly know, so i guess that anwers my question. but yeah. it just felt so right, like when a shoe fits perfectly, u know? now im regretting not hugging him sooner, and i mean a month is a rly rly long time to wait. lol. but i guess when the time is right, the time is right, and everything happens for a reason (dont laugh at me). so *B* got me a rly rly rly cutee teddy bear, and a gorgeous silver necklace. its so pretty, i almost cried, but then i didnt. haha. so i think thats it for now