• so. turns out i was right. *A* does like Nathan... he won't go back to her, i know that, and i think she does too, deep down somewhere in whatever is left of her soul. but all the same, knowing she'll never get him back is sure to make her try harder. "She told me it wasn't enough to do anything about it. Plus, she doesn't want to hurt you so she isn't even going to consider doing anythiing about it."- Tay she is doing something about it. she's flirting with him unashamedly. doesn't want to hurt me? since when has she really cared about who she hurt by flirting with everyone? she already is hurting me- the other day it felt like old times. her and him together and me looking on... she was all over him. all fricking over him. i'm not looking forward to talking to her on monday.. one, because she will absolutely blow a fuse on me. that or start crying uncontrollably. and two, because i will be miserable before- and probably after- and he's gonna notice and ask me what's wrong. and of course i'm not gonna want to talk to him about this... oh, but it gets worse. my best friend is fucking miserable and never said anything to me. am i the only one who's seeing our friendship become more and more one-sided? we're falling apart at the seams. all of us. and i have to go to the library today to work on stuff for mock one-on-one with my witness... fucking don't wanna go. i think he likes me. which is creepy. but we have competition on monday so i can't not go. damn. i really hate life right now... he's the only thing thats normal right now. i just want to be around him. it's the only time i really feel alright.

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