• (22) Well, I wrote a whole entry about not much, then stupid as I am, wrote over it when I'd pasted it on another site-thing so that I wouldn't accidentally erase it...sometimes, my stupidity amazes me. Well basically the gist of it was I got out of anthro, the rest of the day wasn't bad, fire alarm was pulled during rehearsal, almost fell asleep in math, Em's annoying me, tomorrow I'm going to my aunt's tomorrow to train for Worlds, I want more Worlds info than what they're giving on the site right now, have a party tomorrow and not sure if I want to go...etc etc. New stuff, now. My sister seems to have "had her heart broken" by her "boyfriend". The poor girl's 12, in grade seven. In truth, I think that that's too young to know what love is. You can think that you love them. You'll get your hopes up. Like them a lot, thinking of them makes your heart race. But does it? Know how I know there's something wrong with her saying she loves him? She had it in her MSN name, and it was right after they started going out. That is a relationship for show. Young and you think that that's what people do, profess their love for each other as soon as they're "going out". Well, as I was once one of those kids...it's not how it goes. Do you honestly think the kid you go out with in grade seven or eight will be the one you marry, the one you fall in love with? Nothing but puppy love. Even many highschool relationships are like that. You gotta play the field, but why rush it? Take it all easy, wait till you've hit friggin puberty first, my friend. "[I Love You...].x.NoMatterWhatYouSayToMeYouCanNever UnbreakMyHeart.x.^^&& ItsAllreadiiTooLate^^ SheDriesHerTearsAndWhispersToHerself "iiWishIWasHer"^^iiWishItWillEndSoon^^*TooWeeksOfMyLifeIwasLiedToo*" Sweet little sister, two weeks of your life is a mere fraction, you won't remember it ever happened when you're older and married to someone you really love, everything will work out. Please don't rush through life, take your time, enjoy it, seriously, wait until you're older, don't get involved with all that stuff too soon...well I suppose it's too late. Please, keep your head up, don't conform, you're better than those kids... I wish I could tell her all that. I wish she knew... Its usually something everyone has to figure out for their own though, sadly; because naturally, when people hear those words, they want to prove the words wrong or rush. Or they denounce them-"it's not true!". I think...it is, though. I know I still have much to learn-but it's all in the journey. In the words of Lester Burnham of American Beauty... "I wish I could tell her that's all going to pass... But I don't want to lie to her." I suppose, it's more the lucky ones who find what they want early. Oh, and American Beauty is an amazing movie. On a different note... MY STEP SIS GOT INTO A COLLEGE NEAR ME!!! That means I get to see her more, which is great, she's a year older than me and we always have lots of fun...I can't wait. I put it in my MSN name...partly to piss off Em if I can, because I never congratulated him or even talked at all to him about his getting accepted into a university 8 or so hours away (no shit, wonder why?) or his excitement to possibly go to two provinces away or whatever...yeah, sure, leave me. CONGRATS SAM!!! haha. Wow, I'm in a pretty good mood now. Sam and her green hair.

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