So today started out good, altho last nite i cried myself to sleep. So today, there was an hour delay for school and then there was the german resturant which was amazing altho we had to speak german the entire time or we failed =/. SO then we hung out after school and got in MORE trouble. i mean CUM ON! give us a break! jesus. SO then on the bus on the way home i sat with B =]. THings are going good and theyre better so thts good. But im still confused about some stuff. SO i got off the bus and when i got home, my mom was yelling SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT FUCKING SHIT!. so i figured it was about my grandma, and it was. It turns out the cancer is worse than they thought. when she got the tests done today, they found way more cancer cells than they thougth so instead of just getting the lump of cancer removed, they have to remove the entire breast, which is what my mom had. I saw what my mom went thru and tht was rly scary and my mom had said that if my grandma had to go thru wat she went thru, she wud die. so im rly worried. when my grandma has the surgery my mom is going to go down to NJ to stay and help my grandma. my mom is jsut taking it rly hard. shes always on the fone with family talking about it adn shes wicked up set. she doesnt eat and all she does is cry and talk on the fone. and she takes all of her frustration out on me and shannon which make things even worse than they already are. so yeah thts it for now there will prolly be another entry from today later on so look out!