• Little crow sitting there, Why oh why do you stare? Is it my eyes of brown, Or my unhappy frown? Right now, I'm not very happy. And the way this whole Austin deal is going, I'm not going to be happy for a while. Or atleast until all this stuff is figured out. He keeps giving me that look, Like he is this sad hurt little boy. And it fills me with guilt that I'm sick of. Everytime I look at him I feel horrible. I don't want to feel guilty anymore. Its not my fault he broke up with me. And its not my fault he decided to tell everyone he was gay without being entirely sure if he was gay or not. I thought that complicated mess would be over with, then he has to tell me he likes me again. I don't even know if he really likes me. Then he wants me to go out with him and keep it a secret. My feelings are being dragged around on a chain! Who the hell does he have to impress by being gay dammit! Argh! jkl;fasjdjlafkd!!! Lemme wallow around in self pity some. I'M NOT A FUCKING GUY! If he is gay he needs to go get himself a man. And I'm not a fucking sidewalk either. I am not for him to walk all over. If he wants a girlfriend, he needs to let everyone know he is straight. Or atleast Bi. I'm a girl. A very emotional girl. Who would like to be treated with a little more respect. Please and Thank you. ::sigh:: Even after all this ranting I still feel incredibly guilty. Like its all my fault he feels like this. But its not, is it? Was I too harsh? Did I yell at him too much this morning? He wouldn't talk to anyone during first block. I feel so horrible. He told me to call him if I wanted to talk. Oh hell. What am I going to do? This is too fucking complicated for me.

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