• 027. wow i haven't written in ages. everything has been going great lately. me and matt are doing really well and are extremely happy. i got into hallmark! i got mr. simmons and mr. cuputo to write recommendations for me and within a week i got a letter in the mail from hallmark. since it was a tiny envelope i figured i didn't get in, but nope, the first word i read was 'CONGRATULATIONS!!!' usually when you get in it's a really big envelope, i was ready to cry, until i read it. i'm so excited, it's such a relief to know i got accepted. i didn't have a back up plan at all, hallmark was the only place i applied. i just went for it and hoped for the best, and it all worked out. =D on friday i spent the day with maria since it was her last day here. we finally made up, we're doing pretty good for now. i felt bad since my mom wanted to spend the day with me but i ended up spending it with maria instead. i canceled with dad so i could stay and see a movie with maria, her brother and his friend bobby. we saw meet the spartans, ehhhh it was okay. i was so happy to see matt quick, it was as soon as he had started working and i felt bad cause he ran off to see me and when i saw him later there was a huuge line. on saturday i went to matt's house around 2, we were gunna spend the day together. we hung with them for a while and then ended up going to shrek's. i didn't really wanna at first but i'm glad we did. i lied and told my mom that i was gunna sleep over mia's, when i just slept over shrek's. we went and got pizza and then drank some beer. derrick was totally gone but everyone else was okay, i had my first shot! oh yeah, a shot of soco. derrick asked if me and matt wanted any and i said i had never had a shot and he said then i have to have one, matt had one first and then i did. they said i took it like a pro lol. i had to drink some ginger ale afterwards like derrick did or i was gunna die lol. i felt soo dizzy but pretty good. me and matt took ryan's bed while shrek slept on the floor, ryan slept on shrek's bed and derrick and kenny slept on the couches. it was soo perfect just to lay in matt's arms all night, i only got an hour of sleep, if that. i couldn't sleep with the tv on. matt woke up around 630 and went and got us some cups of milk. we later felt like shit and i thought i was gunna be sick, i guess the milk was spoiled. ughhh. me and matt are still suffering from it. shrek dropped us off at my house, where we took naps, well he slept for hours, i slept for maybe 20 minutes. we then took a shower together and i got soap in his eye, i felt soo bad since his eyes were so bloodshot. we went to his house afterwards, no one knew he was ever at my house, i'd be dead. we took another nap at his house. spending over a day with him made me realize how much i can't wait for our future together. =]]] so thats a brief summary of what has happened in the last few days, everything else isn't as important. i got my laptop back weeks ago, lost all my music but i just decided to put all new music on. i discovered a few new bands. the honorary title is amazingggggggggggggg! i love so many of their songs. another great band is manchester orchestra. they have a lot of great songs too. hmm that's all i can think of saying for now. recommendation: petals by the honorary title. Tell me again the part how you didn't feel a thing, The part how you never actually really ever did, And lift yourself from my grip But don’t fall asleep. Nothing you can say can or will ever penetrate The walls that I create, When you spew that barrage of insulting words.

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