• Current Music: The Better Part Of Valor by Houston Calls *where i got my journals title :] so, my cousin definitely toned down on the whole making me uncomfortable/incest thing. it REALLY creeped me out. like, seriously you have no idea..yuck! haha anyway, i'm starting to think that maybe no ones meant to be happy. like maybe everything we have been told about love was complete bullshit. maybe there isn't any such thing as soulmates. soulmates are what you make them to be. i think my soulmates will be my friends. they mean the world to me and i have no idea who i would be without them. and from now on guys can just be these really cool people we know. not soulmates, just good friends. idk maybe i'm being cynical with the whole "not meant to be happy" thing. but the way i look at it, how can i be? too much bad shit has happened to me that at this point its impossible to be happy. one thing i love about this site is that you can say anything you want. anything at all about anyone and anything you want. its completely anonymous. and thats powerful. its sort of the cheap way of getting stuff out of your head. but thats ok, cause it works. i've never been able to keep up with a diary, but for some reason this works for me :]

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