• Hi, My name is ______. i am mildly depressed right now. i have haulucinations that no one knows about. im anxious 99.9% of the time. i worry way too much about everything and over compencate every situation. it seems like my life is a lot of fun but honestly it sucks. i've had an assortment of several friends in my lifetime. but ive never been able to keep one for more than like a year and a half. i like to be alone sometimes even though i hardly ever am. im easily irritated but not in public. in public i handle every situation but inside im slowly breaking one day i will snap and all the people who think they know me will be strongly mistaken. my fear is listening to myself breath it scares the living shit out of me. im afraid ill be single for the rest of my life and will never have anyone permanetly in my life because as soon as we get too close either i run away or the other person. makes me extremely sad. anyways i have a major jealousy problem. im jealous of people who are genuinly happy with their lives since i dont think ive been truely happy since elementary school. drugs also scare me. im worried ill make the wrong descision in life and end up doing drugs and fucking up the life plan i made for myself. im going to start over in highschool next year. and i hope a defy others misconceptions of me.

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