• and why can't i just try you know i've lost a lot i won't let this die i know i've got a friend up in the atmosphere and another reason not to fear the sky no not tonight, no not tonight ~Dangerous Summer, The Permanent Rain love that song. :) semi was last night.. fricking so much fun :) and you know, i think it was a good thing he didn't go. gave me time to think some... he's... different... then the other guys i've liked in the past. he knows now, but he's totally cool with it. doesn't change anything. i'm not totally dependent on him either. well, i mean, yeah, i am. but just as like a friend, someone to talk to my issues about. usually they have to be there for me to be happy... i'm not obsessing like i usually do. which is a nice change. there's only one thing about it that's bothering me- he knows where i stand. but i still don't know where he stands. but whatevs. at least only the three people i fully trust plus me know... as of yet. everyone else will find out sooner or later... but for now, we're good. by tuesday we'll be beck to normal- all of us. pineapples :)

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