ive only got tomorrow left. to do my chemistry project. and to lose it. hmmm. one or the other.
no wait. last time he nearly pulled off both.
ouch.
i dont think its gonna happen. the angels are screwing with me. or this is meant to happen.
im thinking maybe to give up and forget about it. 'cause stuff only happens once youve done that. once you give up hope, it'll happen. i just cant stop myself thinking and hoping.
maybe its 'cause its the holidays. maybe it'll be easier during term time. cause thats when the last two happened. and, y'know, third time lucky.
or.
maybe.
things have changed.
and this is what we mean by 'priorities'. ?
ughh.
please let me do this? you know how scared i am.
..now im suddenly terrified all my friends and angels are leaving me.
my phone broke.
it doesnt like rain. at all. it hates it. unlike me. so i take it everywhere, and i take a lot of walks in the rain. when it gets rained on the keypad fucks up, and after last night its gone completely. i cant even put my pin code in. so ive gone all day without texting. its quite scary.
i wonder if people are wondering why im not replying to their texts?
cause people are always texting me.
maybe ive pissed someone off.
or not.
ive found the song though. the one i listened to on the walk home yesterday. Shiny Toy Guns. You Are The One.
i love it.
and im writing a story.
yeah.
(come on, tomorrow. this sort of thing happens on Sundays.)
RUIN me?
- January 05, 2008
- All Midnight Eyes
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