• Things have gone crazy and back again. on the 30th i got a text from Nige saying that Channy was right. i mean wtf. i ran out of credit at that exact moment though, and couldnt text back and interrogate the bitch. But then the next day it was like.. no that didnt happen. WHY DOES THAT ALWAYS HAPPEN. Something fucked up will go down, i'll be major freaked for the rest of the day, and i'll wake up the next morning and it may as well of never happened. and you wonder why i think im going crazy. 'cause i went to Nige's on the 31st, before i went to Channy's. And we were just talking about shit and it didnt come up and yeah. i'm actually starting to believe that Steph exists, however, so we've made progress somewhere. But yeah.. we were watching the Hits on his tv, and The Fray came on, How To Save A Life. it had to be that fucking song didn't it. On the 31st December. And i'd have stayed up with you all night, had i known how to save a life.. That song always makes me cry at the best of times, but on that day? The last day of December? One exact year to the day when my best friend was going to die and i didnt even know about it, let alone be able to do anything about it? Thankfully i managed to keep it together in front of Nige, but yeah. i left soon after. walked down that path between the feild and the astro, with the ditch and the benches. good memories about that place. i really did feel like crying at that point. i just switched Chester on and held my head up high. i made it home fine. then Danii, Ash and Joe turned up. instead of waiting to see me at Channy's, they'd actually come to get me themselves. them lot in my house. god. last time they were round was Hallowe'en. i remember Mum actually thought Ash was a girl. har de har. still finishing later.

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