• New Years Day oh what to say? I should be happy it's a new start and I sure could use a fresh clean slate but at the same time I can't help but feel in a nagging sense, at the back of my neck am i just wasting my time? I mean, did I accomplish anything this year I'm truely proud of? or would I give it all up if given the chance? Is it worth it, even, questioning an imposibility? or is impossible only what you make it? it would have been her birthday, but she is long dead and gone no one says it outloud I wonder if I am the only one who even has the strength to remember it seems giving up on people is the easy way out but I'd rather die broken than in ignorant bliss i know he too cries all alone on this night I hope he wishes on the first star 1500 miles away do it for me do it for both of us this year i will... this time's different because... I have so many questions and so few answers please just this once let that work in my favor I resolve to be broken just to back down let the cruel words just flow around me you can't penatrate my skin Hold on to the lyrics hold on to them dear because in the end it's all I've got here

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