• I feel like every thing i say is wrong and that everyone has turned against me, my best friend is to stuck up his girlfriends butt to care and he has betrayed me so deeply and ignored me for his girl that i dont even matter anymore. The girl that i last wrote about the one that im so in loe with, just told me that some thing i say hurt and annoyes her but i have not found out what it is quite yet. i would and will do anything for this girl, she means everything to me and i can't wait til i can hold her in my arms and tell her that i love her and hear the words come back to me, and not through tear her say i have to go. i feel so lost and that no one understands me but that she is the only one i can talk to and she tells me that she still cares for me and i truely believe that she really does, but im not sure if she just dosent know what to do, see there she pretty much hates my mother, who has always seem to act like she doesnt trust us and that this girl im writing about is does not mesure up to what my mother wants or what ever she feels. i havent ate or slept in the past 2 and a half weeks or atleast not much. To the girl that im writing about if you every end up reading this i want you to know that i dont know where i or you are at the time of you reading this, but that i will do anything for you at any time all you have to do is ask, you are second to no one and always deserved better then i could ever offer, so all i could offer is my heart and you will always have a key to it, i wish that you could know this and know that this is all true and that you are SO amazing and that i hope that in the end, i think we are suppose to be together, but if we arent the i hope you find a guy that makes you as happy as you did when i saw you look and me and simle at me, and i hope that he makes you feel as good as you have and still make me feel when i hear your laugh come through the speakers of my phone. thank you for everything you helped with and for all the things you started and for really being there even after all of what happend between us and for proving that you do, in your heart really still care for me enough to let me blow off steam and tell you how helpless i felt about my life at this given point. thank you for being the girl that was in the little reflection on my eye. thank you, thank you, thank you so much i love you and i always will. P.S. if you are reading this in the next 2 weeks or so please keep a good friend of mine in your prays his dad just died of a heart attack this morning and it is really hard on my friend. thank and god bless

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