• just thought i'd mention this while i remembered. Christmas Eve i didn't eat dinner. then i didn't eat the next day until noon. so it struck me that i hadn't eaten for almost 20 hours. scary.... and mom got pissed at me for forgetting the date. this was... monday. i couldnt remember what day it was, and so she asked, well, what's tomorrow? and i said, i dunno. the 24th or 25th, im not sure. and she said, thats awful. they've had it on the same day for 2,000 years and you DON'T KNOW WHAT DAY CHRISTMAS IS??? it was totally uncalled for. just because i forgot one little date she was going to take all my christmas presents back and return them. not that i would have minded much. but anyway... everyone's asking me if i like my friend. [the one that was depressed] so what is it, you're not allowed to trust a guy and be really close with him unless he has a girlfriend that isn't you? how many times am i going to have to say i don't like him like that, we're just really close? i trust him. most of the time he understands and at least he tries to make me feel better. and i can tell he means it. most other people, when they try to cheer me up, say they understand, whatever, i'm never sure they mean it. they always seem fake. really fake. so that this one kid is honest with me, that means a lot to me. he has no idea how much. and a word to all those who have asked me if i like him, who have told me i should go out with him- just because he means a lot to me does not mean i'm madly in love with him. k? there's a difference between trust and love. x♥x

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