• It's obviously a countdown. Countdown to what? I don't know yet. Yesterday I told one of my exs. That I no longer want to talk to her. She took it pretty hard. She lives in texas, I live in las vegas. Everytime she came out here we would act like we were still together. Going out, staying in, sleeping together. The usual things couples do. She sent me a christmas present that came in the mail today. She knows how much I abhor the thought of buying me something. I feel like such a bad person. I'm burning all my bridges, I want to be alone for good. I don't want breanne or anyone. My brother makes me feel like shit so much. It hurts so bad, more than anything else. You know when your mom says "I'm not mad I'm jus disappointed" That's what he says to me. except his words are "that's fine" I know he's beginning to dislike me. He's all I have, What am I going to do?

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