• it's the shortest day of the year. woop woop. and it's nearly Christmas. may as well be cheerful. i remember when the last week before Christmas was just a skive. welcome to your GCSEs. next break, two years. Someone felt the need to inform the year head. i was in English on Tuesday, and our year head walks in and asks to see me for a minute. turns out he's found out about my little chav-baiting episode on friday. he was actually talking to me as if i was the victim, so whoever leaked was probably on my side. i asked my friends and none of them had said anything, so i've still no idea who it was. anyway, i'm told to fill in an incident form if i want to. i didn't want to. last time i had to fill in an incident form was when my hair was set on fire in a geography class last year. Good times. it's funny, when i went after the girl who spat on Baize - turns out her name's Charlotte - the fact that there may be consequences didnt even cross my mind. it wasnt anything to do with school, but apparently as we were in uniform they feel the need to deal with us. anyway, i didnt fill in the form. im an equally guilty party. the following day, i remembered why i took my Drama GCSE. we had to perform the piece we'd been working on all term. it sure felt good to be up there in the lights again. Acting is just lying to make other people happy. Not so bad at it now, are you? Liam was talking to me before we went up. kept mentioning Friday night. mate, to me that's a long distant memory. this time one or two years ago, just one night with someone i could call a friend would have made me so happy, it'd be on my mind for weeks. but now? just another night. move on. Baize should've taken drama. we were in the drama centre yesterday, i was looking for my teacher to get a parents evening appointment, and Jamie and Baize came with me and waited in there with me. it sure was nice to see those two pissing around in the drama room again. that was where we met, of course: our drama class last year. and if we hadnt, my life would be pretty screwed right now. anyway, Coleman and Robin turned up and dragged Jamie away 'cause Alex had sent them after him. Baize stayed and waited with me. see, that's a good friend, isnt it? couldve fucked off with the others but stuck around with me. he seriously shouldve taken drama. he can really act. but he says he wouldnt have been able to do the coursework. fair dos. last day today. should be alright, its only a half day. was gonna bunk, but all my bunking buddies are ill or elsewhere. well fuck that anyway im gonna go in 'cause Jamie is and he told me to. but then again Whippy told me to stay off last night. and Kirsty's taking the day off as well. nah, i wanna go in. dont know why. i mean, its pointless bunking a half day, isnt it? when i did it the first time, we pulled off skipping an entire school day plus extra science lessons. theres some skills in that. oh, and the plan's off. i'm still writing the song, i'm still gonna take it up with him, but if everything goes according, imma use what Nige refers to as 'methods' to basically tell him he's a bitch. Why? 'cause my heart changed its stupid little mind again. this is, what, the fourth time i've been over him? something like that yeah. woop woop. i think this time its quits. im happy with that. im not gonna let you ruin my Christmas. and it was only like, a week ago, probably less, when it felt like love. it started fading yesterday. and on wednesday i was so jealous and obssessed. one day makes all the difference, huh? Fuck that? Fuck that. oh, and i have to tell you about the angels. but, er, i have to leave now, for school. im gonna go see Nige once it finishes, then go out with Kirsty and Whippy for a bit. but when i get back, i'll tell you about the angels.

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