• all alone and no one to talk to... oh well. i decided some things, finally, on the bus home from school- i'm mostly over Base. i don't really care that he's going out with her. i know i mean something to him, and he means something to me, but it doesn't really matter to me how much. on either side. also, i ttly like peter, and kinda wanna ask him out... if only (with ur permission, chlo) to invite him to the christmas party... but then, i know it'll be a weence more than that. thirdly, i like another guy, sorta, but i don't want to go out with him. it's a strange feeling, like... i dunno. i guess i've always been kinda shallow, so that liking a guy = go out with said guy. (wonder why i've never had a real boyfriend... that mentality always worked for the popular kids..) but anyway, we're really good friends, we trust each other, all this stuff- i can tell him anything and he knows that, he can tell me anything and i know that. so if i did go out with him, it'd be a really serious relationship. (which i'm not ready for, not the first time i have a bf. i wanna know what it's like first.) you only meet a few people who you will remember and who will mean something to you for the rest of your life- and i've found two in one year. guess my luck is getting better. x

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