• i first saw this survey on rosesatsunset's journal, but then i saw katievanish also had it and i got to thinking...how cool would it be if like everyone at songmeanings did it in their journal??? so i'll do it in mine, it's a pretty cool survey. The questions are actually things that matter...not like how far you've gone. Because frankly no one cares about that kind of thing. Otherwise we'd be talking to strangers on myspace instead of reading journals:) haha well add it if you want! Here goes... 1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel? Definitely me telling them. They say that eyes are the windows into the soul. I think that's true if you're looking hard enough. But my eyes are the deepest shade of nearly black. No one can see inside unless i let them. But when I'm telling someone how I feel, that's the scariest thing in the world. Because all you can really do is pray to god they understand. They're the ones in control. 2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. Why were you angry? When he read my poem and didn't get it. I took a risk. I waited for him to catch me. But instead I came crashing down. And then when he said those things to her...no matter how mad he was, completely unacceptable. That hurt ME. I love them both. I hate when people just let you down and then walk away. 3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make one phone call.. who do you phone? My grandpa. He deserve to hear the words I love you one last time the most. 4. You are at the doctor's office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? No, not unless they ask what's wrong. I only let people in who care enough to deserve it. I won't go throwing myself away. b) What do you do with your remaining days? Live, love, laugh, learn. Appoligize. Tell people I love them and hope to be loved in return. Make sure I leave with no regrets. c) Would you be afraid? Yes. But that doesn't mean I wouldn't also be brave. 5. You can have one of the following two things: trust or love. Which do you choose? Trust, because it's the hardest component of love to manufacture. Once you have absolute trust with a person, the rest comes naturally. 6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you save the dog? That's one of those questions where I'd like to say yes, but when push comes to shove...am I really that good of a person? 8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you do/say? It depends how I felt towards them. But I would be honest. Because as my best friend I'd owe them that. Even if I broke their heart, I'd still be there to fix it. I don't understand how anyone could walk away from love completely, since it's so hard to find in the first place. 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend? Yes. Because when I'm being true to myself, I like who I am. I might not be perfect, but I'm good enough for me. I could use someone to keep me on track and to help me hold my own. 11. Does love = sex? I'm not sure...my ex-bf and I had sex really soon after we started dating. He says now he regrets it, but I'm not sure if I do. I mean, I actually love him. I know that now. My first time, if I isolate it from everything else, was absolutely perfect. However, it did cause our relationship to turn really physical. But even so, we still came out okay. 12. Your boss tells your co-worker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your co-worker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to quit? If I didn't love the job, absolutely. if you don't love what you do, you're not making a living. You're only making an earning. i want to grow up and have more than money to look forward to. 13. When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Friday night. Best I've ever felt in a long time. i guess it pays to trust yourself. But I'm glad he gave me that chance. 14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a friend, you love them or that you do not love them back? I'm not sure...I wouldn't say the first unless I was pretty sure they felt the same way because I wouldn't want to put them in a n awkward position. So i guess the second one. No one likes breaking hearts. 15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose? Music. I live for lyrics, having songs stuck in my head. Everyone's always telling me to stop singing but I never will. it's what keeps me sane. 16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them? Who were they to you? My friend...she's a good girl but she's getting a little lost. I need to make sure she knows she can trust me if she feels like talking. 18. Imagine. It is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you? My ex-boyfriend. I'd need some love. 19. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Again, I'd like to say yes, but quite sure if I've got it in me... 21. You are holding onto your grandmothers hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? We'd all fall together. I couldn't live knowing that I let either die. 22. Are you old fashioned? Not really. Sometimes change has it's upside. 23. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it? The last frantic boyfriend related phone call with my best friend. She talks in circles while I calm her down. It's just what we do. I'd give anything for her, but I've come to face she wouldn't do it for me. She's too caught up in her own messed up world. 24. Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why? Broken heart. It's like the song I hope you dance. "loving might be a mistake but it's worth making". You need to get hurt knowing how good it feels when it's all going right or else you'll just die wondering. 25. If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be? I'd wish to be me. No strings no attatchments. No pretensions or inhabitions. But I don't need a wish for that. Someday I'll be strong enough to do it on my own

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