• ...that's what i'd love to ask him. anyway. TJ is MUCH more perceptive than i ever thought he'd be. He and Tay were all cuddly and crap on the bus and (i was already kinda depressed) i 'gave him this look' as he said, and was even further depressed... and he actually noticed the "look" and like... he kinda knew what i was thinking, i think. i'll have to give him more credit next time he does something. Base and Bitch were being clingy too, but what else is new? ...in other news... i hate to say it, but... i feel like i'm losing my best friend. I know i'm not, really, its just that we never talk anymore, not about anything serious. like, i dunno... just this really weird feeling. i guess that was always my worst fear, why i was so uncomfortable about her and E- i was afraid he'd come between us. i can see that now, and... no offense to him, but i think its true, a little. but whatevs. another thing to add to my list of things i just don't want to think about... i was talking to Tay on the bus home (after TJ left) and i almost started crying (depressing convos... lets not go there). and i don't think she even noticed. then i went home and... i did cry. just a little though. not even enough to smudge my makeup... which is, i guess, a good thing? on the brighter side, about the only good thing today besides staying after and lunch, this kid in my german class (omg, he's gonna get hit by a bus, chlo), i think he likes me... he was WAY too happy with that CD... Nolan was making fun of him, well the CD really, and he was like, "she MADE it for me!!" and i was sitting across the room from him trying not to laugh. but yeah, i have to go talk to my friend... and did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights are faded and that heaven is overrated

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